WAIT WHAT

idk how people handle their loved ones passing away. like ive seen so many posts today like an old man getting a card for his dead wife because hes been doing that every year for 50 years or the lady sitting alone at a restaurant because she went to the restaurant every year with her husband but its her first year without a valentine. i dont think im gonna be emotional strong enough to get past the death of a person i spent most of my life with especially if they leave me when im old and alone idk this is so upsetting what am i doing i have a research paper to do bye.